Looking at Him

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I looked at Him
Day after day after day,
Wondered if something
Gave it away.

I hoped He would notice
Even if He did not know,
Maybe He too looked at me,
Maybe it will show.

I pondered if this was how
Things were meant to be,
I wondered if there were things
That I could not see.

Then one day it just got over
As everything moved away.
I wished it was not like this,
I wished that it could stay.

I hope that some day long after,
As I walk down the lane,
I will get to look at Him
And find Him once again.

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